我希望我不是医生，好想好想旅行。
Monday, June 25, 2018
Saturday, June 23, 2018
Sick and On-call
Sick and on-call, with a case of placental abruption ongoing monitoring, waiting for delivery, the next thing that comes into my mind is to quit. However, I believe this thought is just a temporary one.
Thank my family members and my beloved one, for supporting me in any way. This proves that family is not an important thing, but it's everything.
Thank you for the little dear one, who strives so hard to make it through. I always look forward to the joy of seeing you at the very first sight and congratulate your mother. Sometimes, I can see her tears of joy too.
At the end of the day, I can see that life is so beautiful. Everything happens in His time. Thank you, Lord.
18/6/2018， 4.34 am.
Thank you for the little dear one, who strives so hard to make it through. I always look forward to the joy of seeing you at the very first sight and congratulate your mother. Sometimes, I can see her tears of joy too.
At the end of the day, I can see that life is so beautiful. Everything happens in His time. Thank you, Lord.
18/6/2018， 4.34 am.
她知道她活不了多久了，但她却感谢我
最伤心的是，你知到她活不了多久了，她却告诉你，“医生，谢谢你安排我去古晋。我好高兴，我可以得到化疗。我也想像其她人一样生活。” 从一个即将去做一个”治标不治本的化疗，” 非常年轻的患者说的。
下一个病人，与她两位女儿解释关于“Do Not Resuscitate。” 她们哭了，对不起。
值班，不在于做多久或晚间你是否能不能休息，重要的是妈妈和宝宝们平安无事，这就够了。别无所求。这是值班后的小小喜乐！
很多人说要坚持，要勇敢，不要放弃！但，几个人知道放弃需要更大的勇气呢？
人。。。算什么。。。
Sorrow is when your patient said, "Terima kasih sebab tolong aturkan saya ke Kuching untuk Chemo. Tau tak saya pun mau hidup macam orang biasa. Terima kasih doktor. Saya sangat happy." Basically a patient thanking me for arranging her trip to Kuching for chemotherapy. This is from a young lady, my patient, who is going to Kuching soon for her palliative chemotherapy.
Moving on to the next patient, talked to the two daughters, explaining about DNR (Do Not Resuscitate). Their eyes went watery and red. I am sorry.
On-call is not about how long you worked or how long you can sleep and rest during the night time. What matter most is during the post-call, all the mothers and babies are safe, that's enough. Nothing else I will ask for. This is post-call little happiness.
A lot of the people say that you must be brave enough not to give up. But how many of them understand that you need a greater courage to give up?
What....is mankind...
9/5/18, 2.39am
下一个病人，与她两位女儿解释关于“Do Not Resuscitate。” 她们哭了，对不起。
值班，不在于做多久或晚间你是否能不能休息，重要的是妈妈和宝宝们平安无事，这就够了。别无所求。这是值班后的小小喜乐！
很多人说要坚持，要勇敢，不要放弃！但，几个人知道放弃需要更大的勇气呢？
人。。。算什么。。。
Sorrow is when your patient said, "Terima kasih sebab tolong aturkan saya ke Kuching untuk Chemo. Tau tak saya pun mau hidup macam orang biasa. Terima kasih doktor. Saya sangat happy." Basically a patient thanking me for arranging her trip to Kuching for chemotherapy. This is from a young lady, my patient, who is going to Kuching soon for her palliative chemotherapy.
Moving on to the next patient, talked to the two daughters, explaining about DNR (Do Not Resuscitate). Their eyes went watery and red. I am sorry.
On-call is not about how long you worked or how long you can sleep and rest during the night time. What matter most is during the post-call, all the mothers and babies are safe, that's enough. Nothing else I will ask for. This is post-call little happiness.
A lot of the people say that you must be brave enough not to give up. But how many of them understand that you need a greater courage to give up?
What....is mankind...
9/5/18, 2.39am
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