"我 雖 然 行 過 死 蔭 的 幽 谷 ， 也 不 怕 遭 害 ， 因 為 你 與 我 同 在 ； 你 的 杖 ， 你 的 竿 ， 都 安 慰 我 。" (诗篇23：4）
Dear God,
I pray that You will ease rev. Wong's sufferings. I admitted that we are weak and there may be times when we want to give up but You will never give up on Rev. Wong, your beloved children and also a very loyal servant of Yours. I pray that You will grant her sufficient grace to make it through this time. Please let her have a good sleep at night. Thank you God, in Jesus name, I pray.
I am worry everytime when I think of her. But then I will give my worries to God the Al-Mighty. The only thing I can do is.. To pray for her, trusting that God will take care of her.
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Blessed Dinner
Sis PJ invited me to her house for dinner. It was so wonderful. I ate a lot, since I did not have my lunch this afternoon. I was and am...so blessed! Thank you Lord for the food. ^^, I love home cooked food. It really cure my homesick syndrome. :) hehe..
Tonight the sharing from Pastor Kevin was great too.. He shared about how Paul rejoiced although he had been caught and locked up in the prison. We need to rejoice, in all circumstances.
Thank you Lord, again.. for all the angels. I shall face my exam with a joyful heart. I will really do my best and leave the rest to God. Let's do it this time!
12/12/2012. 10.11pm. : Still, all the while, I am thinking of those who went for the short term mission trip and everytime when I thought of them, I will ask God for His protection over them. God please be with them, another 4 more days to go, please grant them good health... this is all i ask from you, in Jesus name, I pray. I will give the worries to God, surely He will protect them.
Yeay EXAM! I am coming!
Tonight the sharing from Pastor Kevin was great too.. He shared about how Paul rejoiced although he had been caught and locked up in the prison. We need to rejoice, in all circumstances.
Thank you Lord, again.. for all the angels. I shall face my exam with a joyful heart. I will really do my best and leave the rest to God. Let's do it this time!
12/12/2012. 10.11pm. : Still, all the while, I am thinking of those who went for the short term mission trip and everytime when I thought of them, I will ask God for His protection over them. God please be with them, another 4 more days to go, please grant them good health... this is all i ask from you, in Jesus name, I pray. I will give the worries to God, surely He will protect them.
Yeay EXAM! I am coming!
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Trying to write in chinese :)
昨天的心情真的是烂透了! 很累很累.也有点压力,可能是快要考试了吧!
从大学回来,差不多傍晚五点多...看了一部戏,上网facebook, 查电邮。。。就是不想读书！心情真的很不好。。。可能是不高兴吧。。。得知福青有几位契友去了短宣，自己不能去。。。
可是，我也想了，就算我没考试，我有放假，我能去短宣吗？我能做什么？？？:( 我什么都不会，连最基本的华语都不会!!
所以，我能做的只有为他们那些短宣队的members来祷告。宣教工作不容易，求神与他们同在。
可能明天或星期四需要禁食，为一位牧者和这群短宣队的人祷告。
主啊，求你帮助我！我真的要做一个医生吗？求你教我这么爱人，我觉得，慢慢的，我以经把那颗爱人的心丢掉了。因为，一旦跟某某人很好，我开始会attach to him or her. 更何况那些病人:( 所以，我选择做好自己该做的事，然后走掉。Means that I clerked them, examined them and leave. 一旦把感情放进去，我会很辛苦，很难受！看见Gaza和 I 国的战争，我心疼。看见Sudan的小孩被抓去当兵，我心更疼。。。
我真的适合做医生吗？:'(
昨晚，十二点多打给妈妈，跟妈妈聊了很久。她告诉我福源家的update. 心情好些，后来就读书读到两点半才睡。。。
我觉得我变了，以前朋友约我出去，我会觉得兰费时间。现在反而是我约她们去看戏。不再听诗歌，反而听最新西方的歌。。我只知道我不要活在过去（为什么13岁离开Sibu,后来不能参加团契），我也不要活在未来（一直想回家,Sibu...那里有什么？教会的归属感？）圣经？昨天才开始读。。。可是每个礼拜还是同样的有去小组，有去崇拜。。是时候不要一直要那个不全在的教会的归属感！慢慢的要接受现在去的教会。。。上几个月去参加姐妹会，牧师叫我毕业后就留在这里，帮忙这间布道所。。。
这里的弟兄姐妹很好。一位很好的弟兄，也是长辈很好。有一次五点半就来接我去晨祷会:) 有一位姐妹，也是前辈,她人很好，每次煮晚餐送来我家:) 真高兴认识他们。。
我觉得我变了，以前朋友约我出去，我会觉得兰费时间。现在反而是我约她们去看戏。不再听诗歌，反而听最新西方的歌。。我只知道我不要活在过去（为什么13岁离开Sibu,后来不能参加团契），我也不要活在未来（一直想回家,Sibu...那里有什么？教会的归属感？）圣经？昨天才开始读。。。可是每个礼拜还是同样的有去小组，有去崇拜。。是时候不要一直要那个不全在的教会的归属感！慢慢的要接受现在去的教会。。。上几个月去参加姐妹会，牧师叫我毕业后就留在这里，帮忙这间布道所。。。
这里的弟兄姐妹很好。一位很好的弟兄，也是长辈很好。有一次五点半就来接我去晨祷会:) 有一位姐妹，也是前辈,她人很好，每次煮晚餐送来我家:) 真高兴认识他们。。
Monday, December 10, 2012
Why mission?
"I have but one candle of life to burn, and I would rather burn it out in a land filled with darkness than in a land flooded with light" — John Keith Falconer
"God's work done in God's way will never lack God's supply" — Hudson Taylor
"God isn't looking for people of great faith, but for individuals ready to follow Him" — Hudson Taylor
"The Great Commission1 is not an option to be considered; it is a command to be obeyed" — Hudson Taylor
"If I had 1,000 lives, I'd give them all for China" — Hudson Taylor
"God uses men who are weak and feeble enough to lean on him." — Hudson Taylor, missionary to China
"Expect great things from God; attempt great things for God" — William Carey, who is called the father of modern missions
"To know the will of God, we need an open Bible and an open map." — William Carey, pioneer missionary to India
"Is not the commission of our Lord still binding upon us? Can we not do more than now we are doing?" — William Carey
"The spirit of Christ is the spirit of missions. The nearer we get to Him, the more intensely missionary we become." — Henry Martyn, missionary to India and Persia
"He is no fool who gives up what he cannot keep to gain that which he cannot lose" — Jim Elliot, missionary martyr who lost his life in the late 1950's trying to reach the Auca Indians of Ecuador
"We are debtors to every man to give him the gospel in the same measure in which we have received it" — P.F. Bresee, founder of the Church of the Nazarene
"In the vast plain to the north I have sometimes seen, in the morning sun, the smoke of a thousand villages where no missionary has ever been" — Robert Moffat, who inspired David Livingstone
"If a commission by an earthly king is considered a honor, how can a commission by a Heavenly King be considered a sacrifice?" — David Livingstone
"Sympathy is no substitute for action." — David Livingstone, missionary to Africa
"Can't you do just a little bit more?" — J.G. Morrison pleading with Nazarenes in the 1930's Great Depression to support their missionaries
"Lost people matter to God, and so they must matter to us." — Keith Wright
"The Bible is not the basis of missions; missions is the basis of the Bible" — Ralph Winter, missiologist
"God's work done in God's way will never lack God's supply" — Hudson Taylor
"God isn't looking for people of great faith, but for individuals ready to follow Him" — Hudson Taylor
"The Great Commission1 is not an option to be considered; it is a command to be obeyed" — Hudson Taylor
"If I had 1,000 lives, I'd give them all for China" — Hudson Taylor
"God uses men who are weak and feeble enough to lean on him." — Hudson Taylor, missionary to China
"Expect great things from God; attempt great things for God" — William Carey, who is called the father of modern missions
"To know the will of God, we need an open Bible and an open map." — William Carey, pioneer missionary to India
"Is not the commission of our Lord still binding upon us? Can we not do more than now we are doing?" — William Carey
"The spirit of Christ is the spirit of missions. The nearer we get to Him, the more intensely missionary we become." — Henry Martyn, missionary to India and Persia
"He is no fool who gives up what he cannot keep to gain that which he cannot lose" — Jim Elliot, missionary martyr who lost his life in the late 1950's trying to reach the Auca Indians of Ecuador
"We are debtors to every man to give him the gospel in the same measure in which we have received it" — P.F. Bresee, founder of the Church of the Nazarene
"In the vast plain to the north I have sometimes seen, in the morning sun, the smoke of a thousand villages where no missionary has ever been" — Robert Moffat, who inspired David Livingstone
"If a commission by an earthly king is considered a honor, how can a commission by a Heavenly King be considered a sacrifice?" — David Livingstone
"Sympathy is no substitute for action." — David Livingstone, missionary to Africa
"Can't you do just a little bit more?" — J.G. Morrison pleading with Nazarenes in the 1930's Great Depression to support their missionaries
"Lost people matter to God, and so they must matter to us." — Keith Wright
"The Bible is not the basis of missions; missions is the basis of the Bible" — Ralph Winter, missiologist
Feeling down as if the dawn is approaching
They went to short term mission, I also want to! And yes, I am now having the times where I felt so low. I don't know how to describe this feeling. Just feeling... A little but down. Perhaps i was just having stress because exam is just around the corner, just obe more week left to prepare for my exam.
Those in youth fellowship went to Song for short term mission trip, I also want to go. However, I still have exam next week. Now I am having my study break. Even I don't have exam, I don't think I will go, because I know nothing, I do not know how to spread the gospel. Huh... Since I can't go I will pray for them. I believe, they will face problem, but at the same time God is with them, what should they fear of?
Christmas is approaching, whom should I invite to the Christmas church service?
I am seeking.. the courage that I lack. Sign out first, there are still lots of topics I have not yet cover....
Oh ya, I need to fast, don't know when but it must be before 14th Dec, this Friday.. Will pray for Rev. who will be undergoing her chemo and also the short term mission.
Those in youth fellowship went to Song for short term mission trip, I also want to go. However, I still have exam next week. Now I am having my study break. Even I don't have exam, I don't think I will go, because I know nothing, I do not know how to spread the gospel. Huh... Since I can't go I will pray for them. I believe, they will face problem, but at the same time God is with them, what should they fear of?
Christmas is approaching, whom should I invite to the Christmas church service?
I am seeking.. the courage that I lack. Sign out first, there are still lots of topics I have not yet cover....
Oh ya, I need to fast, don't know when but it must be before 14th Dec, this Friday.. Will pray for Rev. who will be undergoing her chemo and also the short term mission.
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