I am now doing my evidence-based case write up on decompensated congestive heart failure. Basically I digged into some details regarding the causes, management and the prognosis. All the scary thought came to my mind, because my grandma is a potential candidate for heart failure, knowing all her medical history. As I read the journals, I was thinking, "What if...what if and what if...?" (".)
Who can I share this with? Family members? Definitely not! My spiritual partner? Well, maybe later, if I have time...
At the same time, I kept praying to God, "Dear Heavenly Father, please strengthen my heart..."
Therefore, it is very true that, "For with much wisdom comes much sorrow, the more knowledge, the more grief." (Ecclesiastes 1:18)
Why Lord???? :'( Anyone of you can simply say that you can use your knowledge to help others, bla bla bla and bla bla bla... whatever...Dear Heavenly Father, please continue to guide my path and guard my heart.
Anyway, I am going to continue my case write up now, while listening to 依然爱着耶稣 by Edward Chen.
Who can I share this with? Family members? Definitely not! My spiritual partner? Well, maybe later, if I have time...
At the same time, I kept praying to God, "Dear Heavenly Father, please strengthen my heart..."
Therefore, it is very true that, "For with much wisdom comes much sorrow, the more knowledge, the more grief." (Ecclesiastes 1:18)
Why Lord???? :'( Anyone of you can simply say that you can use your knowledge to help others, bla bla bla and bla bla bla... whatever...Dear Heavenly Father, please continue to guide my path and guard my heart.
Anyway, I am going to continue my case write up now, while listening to 依然爱着耶稣 by Edward Chen.
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