Luke 6:1-16
我是否看重教条多过看重人的需要？两者如何取得平衡？
我很看重教条，多过看重人的需要。有时，当我反醒的时候，我真的觉得我很像法利赛人，求主怜悯！例如：团契生活，在这里Putrajaya,只要我没被派到KL外面的医院，我都会出席的。但是，在Sibu时候，我真的不想去团契。总觉得很陌生，因为我几乎十年不在Sibu的了，觉得团契里的人很陌生。我记得去年十二月我去参加了团契，才坐了一下真的很想很想离开。我的朋友（非信徒，她是我小学的朋友）本来是约好了一起去，突然她肚子痛不能去。:( 在Sibu时，我之所以去团契是因为＂基督徒一定要去团契＂。我记得有一年，我回来时，玛娜姨姨带我去参加一个事工（I do not want to reveal it here）。当然，看到忽然有个新来的17岁的我，其中，有一位长辈问我你有去团契吗？我说没有。。。I don't know why, I was offended by his question or maybe the look that he gave me. But it's ok, it is true that I never been to any fellowship. I remembered, the first time when I went to fellowship is when Lilian Hii, my senior in CUCMS brought me to the fellowship @ her church there. I really enjoyed there, I will attend whenever I came back to Sibu for holidays and every Saturday, I will join their 5a.m. morning prayer. After that, we, the youth will go out and have breakfast together. Only recently, I decided to come back to my mother church youth fellowship. I won't think too much for the time being nor I will ask God why I was sent to Penang at the age of 13, believing that He has His plan, a plan which is the best for me.... The fact that I went to the fellowship when I was in Sibu because it is a must for Christian, the so called 团契生活make me feel like I was bounded to the rules. Unlike when I was in Putrajaya, I learnt a lot of new things through my cell group! Yay!
两者如何取得平衡？ I don't know, I will ask someone better and more knowledgeable than me about this.
主耶稣作为上帝的儿子都要祷告，何况我呢？我的祷告生活如何？今年要有怎么样的突破？
当然需要！我时时刻刻，无论我在那里我都会祷告，可能是因为我经历过祷告的大能和明白祷告是什么。甚至有时我开眼睛的祷告，特别是在Ward round的时候。。。今年，我希望能早上五点爬起来祷告！！！求神帮助我，看重灵修和祷告的重要性，胜过一切！
Sunday, March 3, 2013
Saturday, March 2, 2013
2.3.2013: 更新操练 Learn to Spiritually renewed
Luke 5:33-39
1.我的生命与生活中的“需要”，“重要” 和 “优先次序”是怎样的？
In my daily life, having the quiet time in the morning has become my priority. Initially it is not like that.
When I have times in the morning, I will read the bible and meditate on God's Words. There are also times where I will do other stuff first in the morning. E.g. continue my assignments, read something or prepare my breakfast! I will have my quiet times at night, before I sleep.
However, as time goes by, I started to prioritize my quiet time with God and make it a compulsory thing in the morning, after I get myself ready to go to hospital/college. I even prioritize it over my breakfast. I no longer prepare my breakfast, I will just grab something in hospital/college. Why is it so?
Point 1: Beginning my day with spiritual food
I use Bible in One Year application in my iPad as the guide for my daily devotion. Everyday, I will have to read a small section from Psalms/Proverbs, New Testament and Old Testament. Following that, there is some explanation for the bible verse that I just read. The author of this Apps will extract some points from what I have just read. Hence, when I met any hardship during the day, I will browse back the verse that I have read or the point that I got in that morning. This give me peace and I can act wisely, rather than been very impulsive in response to the hardship. In the smooth and sailing times, I will remember God and praise Him, also, by meditating his Words that I had gone through in the morning. And as times go by, things get better. I started to control myself from being anger towards certain things that occur during the day, and now, I would say that my life had become better than the life I have before this!
Point 2: I don't want to Procrastinate
This is my based on my personal experience, once I stopped reading the bible and meditate for one day, I will persistently stop it, as if I am having a long holidays for reading the bible. It is not good because without God's Words, I could easily fall into the temptation.
Regarding my "needs" and my "desire". Honestly, I was a bit messed up with that. My needs is to study, and my desire will be all sorts of entertainment. And here, I need to learn how to control myself from spending too much times for my desire!!
26.2.2013: 木匠和渔夫
Luke 5:1-11
有何观念或思想成为我认识神的拦阻？
我对我自己没了信心，不知不觉也限制了神能行神迹的力量。就，我常常觉得我这个不行，那个也不行。可能是对我SPM成绩失望的阴影吧。。。把现在的我，不敢做决定，没有自信。可是，我现在时时刻刻会默想神在我生命里所行的奇迹，好让我靠着神给我的力量，能够更有自信的走下去！我一直提醒我自己，为我撑腰的是那胜过世界的神。没有什么事是难得到他的。加油利翩。
最近，在 facebook 里看到一个契友的信心摇动，我非常伤心。本身因为学业都忙不过气了，忽然又看到＂他＂facebook 里post 的东西，好担心。真的很想放弃联络这位弟兄，可是这不是圣经的教导啊。况且，我有信息过助长，叫她不要放弃，为什么现在我要沮丧呢？加油利翩，我会继续为他祷告，神啊，请你教我该怎么帮，我该怎么帮助他？我相信祢的意念高过我的意念，求祢救这位弟兄，如同五年钱，不管我在这么生气祢，埋怨祢，责怪祢，祢都把我救回来。能认识祢并在生活里经历祢，是我这一生的福气！
有何观念或思想成为我认识神的拦阻？
我对我自己没了信心，不知不觉也限制了神能行神迹的力量。就，我常常觉得我这个不行，那个也不行。可能是对我SPM成绩失望的阴影吧。。。把现在的我，不敢做决定，没有自信。可是，我现在时时刻刻会默想神在我生命里所行的奇迹，好让我靠着神给我的力量，能够更有自信的走下去！我一直提醒我自己，为我撑腰的是那胜过世界的神。没有什么事是难得到他的。加油利翩。
最近，在 facebook 里看到一个契友的信心摇动，我非常伤心。本身因为学业都忙不过气了，忽然又看到＂他＂facebook 里post 的东西，好担心。真的很想放弃联络这位弟兄，可是这不是圣经的教导啊。况且，我有信息过助长，叫她不要放弃，为什么现在我要沮丧呢？加油利翩，我会继续为他祷告，神啊，请你教我该怎么帮，我该怎么帮助他？我相信祢的意念高过我的意念，求祢救这位弟兄，如同五年钱，不管我在这么生气祢，埋怨祢，责怪祢，祢都把我救回来。能认识祢并在生活里经历祢，是我这一生的福气！
25.2.2013: 灵力充沛的生命与事奉
Luke 4::31-44
我是否把我的家族和工作场所看为我传福音的禾场呢？我的行事为人有哪些当改善的地方，好让我能成为家族中和职场上的福音使者呢？
是的，我把我的家族和读书场所看为宣教工厂。可是，论到传福音，我还不知怎么样。所以，我尽量遵行神的真理，学习耶稣的样式，好让其他人能在我身上看到一位基督徒。可是，我还有很多地方要改善的，例如；（1）我的脾气很不好。（2）我这个人没有原则。（3）我这人关心身边的人不够。（4）人家跟我讲话时我很少注意听，结果带来很多麻烦。
关于第二点，感谢主。。。昨天的讲章是谈到基督徒该如何有智慧的做决定！我从中学习到了很宝贵的教导！
我是否把我的家族和工作场所看为我传福音的禾场呢？我的行事为人有哪些当改善的地方，好让我能成为家族中和职场上的福音使者呢？
是的，我把我的家族和读书场所看为宣教工厂。可是，论到传福音，我还不知怎么样。所以，我尽量遵行神的真理，学习耶稣的样式，好让其他人能在我身上看到一位基督徒。可是，我还有很多地方要改善的，例如；（1）我的脾气很不好。（2）我这个人没有原则。（3）我这人关心身边的人不够。（4）人家跟我讲话时我很少注意听，结果带来很多麻烦。
关于第二点，感谢主。。。昨天的讲章是谈到基督徒该如何有智慧的做决定！我从中学习到了很宝贵的教导！
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